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this reality

by Absent Lovers

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1.
there's a wall above no one can climb life looks better on the other side through the silence of a sharp divide forgotten lessons in a careful eye time is tense with the turning tide a revolution begins to rise burning bright, definition high a charred reflection in a stranger's eye if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear blinding our eyes to avoid looking in the mirror the razor's edge, a dangerous line revealing reasons, to try and define fractured voices, holding fast in spite distorted reality, the truth dies the truth dies if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear blinding our eyes to avoid looking in the mirror watch that slow decline as it disappears anything to avoid looking in the mirror you have nothing to fear if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear
2.
Fractal 05:25
my first instinct was to use it as a weapon then to never put it down it wouldn't be well, it wouldn't be a safe choice holding on to another king's crown we've tried this tension twice before and neither time it stuck this time could could be a little different with a little bit of luck whatever it is - it's changing me whatever it is - it's strange to me whatever it is - It's changing me we're addicted - to the action more so than the thrill these things always well they always get started with an empty hole to fill there are no thorns on the roses in heaven and I haven't got the words to comprehend the images all the voices that I've heard it's not hard - to understand how this thing - got out of hand It's not hard - to understand whatever it is it's changing me whatever it is it's strange to me whatever it is it's changing me whatever it is it's strange to me
3.
Vienna 04:05
i caught you walking up the stairs half the world away in spite of everything, I had the nerve to try and leave you grabbed me by the arm, pulled me back, and time stopped - moving and it scares me - to think, just how easily it would be, to get lost - in a memory i can promise I won't visit you, every day i catch myself thinking bout you every now and then and I wonder how you got so far away this quick everytime I go back, i find another piece - is missing we heard a voice that sounded something like - "Gehen sie aus" we met the morning down an empty street, trying to get lost stumbling past all the important things that we forgot and it scares me - to think, just how easily it would be, to get lost - in a memory i can't promise I won't visit every now and again
4.
w a v e s 03:42
i'm waking up, out of signal range tired still and feeling drained shake off these thoughts of feeling caught between what is real and what is claimed i don't know what's good for me i never know what's good for you my mind divides, i can't decide rearranging hemispheres align it's never clear distinguishing the lines between what i love and what i fear i don't know what's good for me i never know what's good for you i can see myself in you - i can see the truth reflecting in your eyes our lives refracted then - connected again i don't know what's good for me i never know what's good for you how can i know how can i know what's good you when i never know i never know what's good for me
5.
Sector Four 03:13
searching a sea of plastic faces i always seem to find - what I'm looking for swaying neon traces everyone's got their secrets in Sector Four staring at a picture through a similar eye we all know implanted memories, they lie it won't work and the reason why it's the difference of perception between her and I la la, la la la la la this is where I am tonight la la la la la la la this is where I am tonight soaked with questions and the pouring rain a dirty screen dulls the light in her face eloquent rejection doesn't ease the pain as she's telling me it's "not her kind of place" another drink to get these thoughts set straight nothing's ever right in this confined space they can run from me, but not their incept dates i know they're out there, four left to chase la la, la la la la la this is where I am tonight la la la la la la la this is where I am tonight what little left I'd give i'm not the man I thought I was it's too bad she won't live but then again, who does? la la, la la la la la this is where I am tonight la la, la la la la la this rain soaked city on this neon night this is where I am tonight this is where I am tonight
6.
gonna use tonight that's just the way i'm wired permanent adrenaline in Night City, i'm never tired play it fast and loose with the speed that I've acquired she's here to hurt someone that's just the way she's wired it's consensual projected hallucination i see it in my sleep these waves and waves of information these waves and waves of information slap the switch and go connects to, your point of view secondary sensations i feel what the way you feel too flatline construct a digital death, virtual voodoo systematic separation gives me real time review the loop ends and begins again the loop ends and begins again time bends and determines when the loop ends and begins again leagues of black mirror no grid - no cyberspace the far rim of consciousness rushes up to meet my face there's a part of me stuck copy of a copy in this place a memory, eternally even though it's only a trace it's consensual projected hallucination i see it in my sleep these waves and waves of information these waves and waves of information the loop ends and begins again the loop ends and begins again time bends and determines when the loop ends, it ends and begins again

about

"this reality"

an observation by absent lovers

was

recorded live on February 21st, 2020 at Synasthetic Studios in Raleigh, North Carolina

by Colin Swanson-White and Jeffery Bechtel

vocal and gtr overdubs, as well as bg fx were added February 22nd, 2020

credits

released August 18, 2020

"this reality"

was

engineered by Colin Swanson-White and Jeffery Bechtel

mixed by Colin Swanson-White at Synasthetic Studios in April 2020

mastered by Daniel Husayn at North London Bomb Factory in July 2020

and produced by absent lovers with Jeffery Bechtel

all songs written by bravo / marcone / smith / yancey


cover photo by Dmitri Medvedev (@dmitri.vedev)
cover modeling by Sara Bloo
artwork design by Alexa Eliana
cover concept by marcone / smith


clay bravo (drums / vibes)
dylan marcone (vocals / gtrs / lyrics)
drew smith (gtrs / synths / lyrics)
ryan yancey (bass / bg vocals / fx)

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High Tech, Low Life Synth Rock

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